Expect good things in the year to come

My fortune said-Expect good things in the year to come. -Im holding on to that!

Here is where the real fun begins. Not really trying, but trying to conceive. 

So, not that you want to know all my juicy details. BUT. Thats part of it lol. 

After I had the IUD taken out, the dr said that AF (lady time of the month) would probably come around in a few weeks. Sure enough, Nov 10th, my first AF in 4 years! Blech. I forgot how unpleasant it was! But at least is gives me something to work with now :)

I know to expect my next AF around Dec 9th-ish. I rejoined my old group on baby center. I closed my account after the girls got older, but its nice to have girls going through the same thing as you to talk to sometimes.

My birthday was Dec 3rd. I had been having some crazy crazy symptoms. Its hard to tell if it was "something" or if it may be my body getting back in the swing of thing after my IUD. I still have no idea. My symptoms have been all over the place. Every single one can have a double meaning!!! But on my birthday, I took a test for the fun of it. I  got what I was expecting. A big fat negative. So we went on about our day. I know there are tests that detect early pregnancy, so I planned to test again wednesday. Today is wednesday :) I tested this morning....Another big fat negative. But let me say this. As I was laying the test on the counter, and finishing up, I saw some light pink color on the toilet paper. Really?!?!? A few days early for AF. But who knows because I may not be regular yet. But all day, Ive had random spotting. This morning it started out as pinkish, this afternoon brownish, and a little mix of both now. And nothing serious. Like barely anything at all. If it was AF, I fully would expect it to be full blown by now. But I dont know for sure. There are 2 possibilities. It is in fact AF. Or I didnt ovulate when I typically would have, and theres a chance the spotting is Implantation bleeding. Which is good. AF is bad. So at this point its a waiting game. 

Let the roller coaster begin!!!