Everyday I hear of someone else finding out they are pregnant. Literally. And thats not including the number of people that are already pregnant, and JUST had babies. I just might scream if one more person says "IM PREGNANT!" Ugh. What a horrible way to feel! I want to be happy for these people. Especially since a lot of them are close friends of mine. But I cant help be a little sad, and be hulk color green with envy.
Several months before I had my IUD taken out, I started feeling the "baby fever" Im not even sure what that means. Either way, I had it. Last month, I got to throw my best friends baby shower. She is having her 3rd girl. My dream come true! I love girls. And the girls ask for a baby sister all the time...no brother lol. Decorating for her shower, and making her tons of girly things just made it worse!
So...let me play this out for you. And you may just think Im completely out of my mind crazy. Truth is..you may be right :)
People who just had babies-
Jamie
Kristin
Sarah
Brianne
Desiree
Elizabeth
Mandy
People who are newly pregnant-
Annie
Caressa
Erica
Amanda
Janelle
People getting ready to pop-
Kayla
Aubrey
Jill (through surragacy)
Rachel
Plus all the acquaintances that I know that are pregnant or just had babies. And to make it worse..... as if all these people in my life are not enough..someone decides to rub it in my face even more. This is where crazy may come in....lol
I was watching The Next Great Baker last night, and one of the ladys randomly announces she is 7 months pregnant. AND the girls and I were watching some Christmas movie on Disney channel, and the mom announces shes pregnant!
So, heres to keeping my fingers crossed that I can either be happy for all these people who are pregnant when I just want it to be me....or no one else tells me they are pregnant! LOL.

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